Wednesday, April 29, 2009

pictures from weekend in penang

so scared that i will miss my flight.

thank goodness. still on time.

this is Soon.. he is the 4TB master.

umbra juice vs. ice lemon tea.


the uber delicious hokkien mee.


the char kuey teow with extra prawns. heavenly.

the o-jien. i love the eggs only.

this is where the good food is. macalister road in penang.

the 1TB and 4TB masters.

dessert of dumpling in ginger soup

Yau's fried chicken skin.

the gloated MC buying pirated dvds.

during QM

soulja giant. the boy who grows at random age.


us.

1TB and unknown TBs.

ah. playing with the cams self timer.

camwhoring.

chijlis @ penang

the tostadas chips again.

the huge burger.

the chicken something

my spaghetti and meat sauce.

see i am the fastest in finishing my food.

the damn crowded gurney plaza.

monday's brunch. beef noodle.

hotel toilet camwhore.

looking at the sea. it's calm and peaceful

my new sunnies.
peaceful and calm.

the must have gurney drive's CKT!

the one and only umbra!

at the airport waiting for my flight to come back

ain't this baby croc cute? saw it in one of the shops at the airport.

in flight already.

pictures from company dinner

the annual company dinner we had at umai-ya last week.

first we had this delicious starter, edamame. a bit saltish but i don't mind at all.

the must have green tea.

the dunno what kaki something. it's oyster kinda thing.

we have here delicious salmon with something on top. i like the salmon but not the top.

the unagi and dragon something maki.

my favourite chawamushi. yummy!

the fish something. which i didn't eat. too full..

this i remember the cod fish something also. nice.

the matchas delight. 3 green tea matchas vs. 1 goma matcha.

AKLTG MY group pic!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

pictures and pictures

there lots of pictures i need to sort out right from company's annual dinner to my weekend in penang. lots to do.

Monday, April 27, 2009

penang --> kl

tonite am going back to kl after a 3 days and 2 nights in the island. it's not a relaxing trip as in fact i was stressed up after the first round of previews. sure to be there's going to be a hell lot of follow ups to do but i am not complaining. it's something that i really wanted to do and i am so going to make it come true. year end camp and workshop in penang, i am going to make it happen!

plan for today is to go survey places for the upcoming follow program and then some shopping and touring. *excited!* first time going to tour the island on my own. there's certain places i would like to go but somehow i need to figure out how to get there, perhaps i should enquire those hotel staff on how to get there.

well, i need to get my lazy bum off the bed and starts packing so i will have ample time to go around town. i am so going to miss my time here. it's a very insightful trip this time, no doubt with MC and Y and S, it's also a darn funny trip. oh ya, not to forget soulja giant, BC! he's here to help out during QM, which i am very grateful for it. thanks a lot everyone!!

ok.. time to pack up and leave all the stuff at the concierge and go around town touring! have a great day all.. meself, have a nice trip!!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

sleepiness vs cakes

never put cakes in front of you when you are feeling sleepy. no matter what kinda cake it is!!

i just ter-eat a many too slices of butter cakes and chocolate cakes. *sigh* guilty as charged of overeating cakes. although.. i don't really like to eat cakes.weird..

lonesome

here i am hoping for your arms when i am all alone in bed.

here i am hoping for your calls when i am desperately missing you.

here i am dreaming of future, with you and me.

here i am.

here i am.

can't you just open your eyes and see me?



Friday, April 24, 2009

it's the penang island again

i'll be in penang from 25th to 27th..

will bask myself in the delicious albeit somewhat touristy penang local delicacies and also not to waste the gorgeous hotel room and the facilities. although what i plan to do is totally environmental un-friendly!

just came back from the impromptu company dinner and well we are all very superbly full. it's the best intimate company dinner i ever had before. as for the pictures, will upload in later dates.

i still have some packing ups to do when i get home, hope i can still wake up for my early flight tomorrow morning. that's all for now peeps.. will blog again when i am on the island tomorrow night.

xoxo

company dinner

it was impromptu. so the dinner's tonight at umai-ya after work. ya this is how my company operates, we have a lot of impromptu activities.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

when u ♥ someone, don't give up
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how can i not be in love with you..

when life doesn't go your way

it always makes me wonder why life doesn't go the way i want it to be? did i not want it enough for it to go my way? or am i asking to much for it to go my way? perhaps i just don't know what i want. is that it?

so now what exactly do i want?

Monday, April 20, 2009

lag and lost

the internet in office is either lagging or lost in its own network.

onlining with difficulties hence want to listen to the e-radio also is a bother. don't mention about work, it's even more frustrating trying to connect to the server!

please regain the usual self of fully productive mode in letting us online with ease. i thank you in advance =)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

house hunting

went for a on-the-spur house hunting with L last nite. i am at lost. should stay at sri sentosa or kuchai lama? need to find a way better place soon. i mean very very soon!

Friday, April 17, 2009

i feel for u

didn't know snooping can make me know more about you. i am not proud to snoop but since it is unlock and it's in the free world wide web can't blame me for looking into it, can you.

i wish you could just open your eyes and see what is good for you. i wish i could hug you and wish you will be happy. i want to hear you tell me we can be happy together.

who am i to tell you what to do when i am blinded myself. but i am going to wake up from this nightmare soon. very very soon. i will have my cookies to go through this with me.

chocolate chips cookies

i insist on using chocolate chips cookies as my furry maltese's name. i will never ever change it to any other name.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

bitching

never bitch. because bitching makes everything looks as thousand times worst than it is.

remember carol! don't bitch!!. grin and say thanks and get it over with! bitching makes it looks darn worst than it really is!! remember!!!!

maltese or toy poodle?

i name my puppy chocolate chips cookies. but i haven't decide which puppy should i get.

shall it be a darn adorable and blur looking maltese?

or a furry brown ball of cotton toy poodle?

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

南拳媽媽(梁心頤) - 下雨天

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddDuNf03-f8

C ask me to listen to this song. she says it suits me very well. Thanks for the song.

it is a beautiful song that reminds me of a lot of stuff. somehow this song makes me feel like crying, which might be what i wanna do at the moment. when love is unrequited..

how can i make U notice me?? i wonder..

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

last weekend

yes last weekend was my birthday. nothing special really.

saturday:
went to klcc to collect something, then shop alone. hon weng saw me while waiting for his friends to go pc fair. and yes, weng siu, i really am alone that day! anyway i didn't even know its pc fair. so it's crowded and harrod's having a private function and yes godiva's at klcc. too bad i didn't go, lotsa people crowding there. stephen bumped into me and we went for lunch together. he can really make me laugh. thanks for the lunch and sorry i ffk on sunday, cos you say no leng lui at pc fairs so what for i go! next i went to pavilion to meet C up, she treated me dinner and yes she made me buy a lotta stuff! i heart you babe, real lots! then nothing much.. just that after sending her home, went for late dinner with S then go home and sleep.

sunday:
woke up and go 1u shopping alone, S came at abt 7 plus to meet me for dinner. had dinner then go play a round of pool. am getting better already my skills! :P then home and sleep.

monday:
after work, S accompany me to go ikea to eat a slice of birthday cake i bought for myself.

see how my birthday is this year. well..

Friday, April 10, 2009

happy birthday to myself



happy birthday to.. myself.

it is a lovely song and may all of you enjoy it. for those who can't see this, go to this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0kuBLqPvS0&feature=related

i made a jar of stars with my wishes in it. may my wishes come true..

birthdays

come to think of it, i never had a decent birthdays with you for the past few years. and you know what, i am so sick and tired of it!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

i am..

upset because i have to miss dinners because of you.
upset because i have to wait for you in the office til late hours.
upset because you only think of yourself.
upset because you are always late in no matter what.
upset because i have to tolerate you.
upset because it's all about you.
upset because you can't even apologize.
upset because you don't even know how to take care a person.
upset because you don't take my feelings into consideration.
upset because i have to sacrifice things because of you.
upset because you are selfish.
upset because you can't make me smile.
upset because you will say you don't know how.
upset because of the things you do.
upset because we can't turn back time anymore!

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disappointed with myself over you.
crying over my foolishness for you.
torturing myself because of you.
putting down my feelings because of you.

i want..

to go shopping.
to have unlimited cash.
to have a walk-in closet full of clothes and shoes and accessories and bags and..
to go beach bumming.
to have a puppy.
to have new shoes.
to eat a piece of chocolate cake.
to have a box of champagne truffles
to go watch fast and furious 4

to learn how to play a mean game of pool
to be happy.
to camwhore.
to do something meaningful on my birthday.
to go travelling.
to be happy.
to change a new phone.
to listen to songs i love everyday.
to have you hug me every night.
to spend my day dreaming of you.
to go flea bazaar.
to visit pet stores.
to stay in places with good views.
to go away.
to eat green tea ice cream.
to buy pairs of sunnies.
to get a new digital camera.

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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

champagne truffles

i had a sudden craving for champagne truffles. wonder where i can get it..

**somehow i miss you still. i am optimistic about my future with you in it, big part of you in it! like our lives is intertwined, without any of us we are just nothing but small dots of human in this world.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

chelsea & brandy

watching marley and me reminds me of my dearest pups, chelsea and brandy.. they were lost about 4 years ago. i miss them so much. i miss showering them, feeding them, bringing them back in the house when mom's not around and i miss their barks. i really miss chelsea and brandy a lot. wherever you girls are, i love you still. what other pups that comes along, none is going to replace the two of you in my heart. love..

what i have been doing

sunday i stayed at home whole day. after i woke up i decided to watched movies that's been hibernating in my lappie for quite some time. so i ended up watching marley and me. i cried a river 20mins towards the end of the movie. aww.. it is just so sweet.

this is my attempt at taking blur shots. it's seriously not easy. *LOL. B treat us for dinna last night, so went to old klang road to for dinna. J and others that i don't know were there so after dinna and no one knows what to do, we went our separate ways home.

this is adorable right? it looks just like a lollipop. but in fact its watermelon cut into this adorable lolly shape. if i ever gonna house a party, i would definitely do this! i would even iced it then everyone can have watermelon lolly!

this is my lunch just now. fruits salad. it has pineapple, papaya, mango and guava with strawberry yogurt. yummy but too much.

Monday, April 6, 2009

yummy-licious b.k.t

last saturday went to jln kuching for a hot and nice bah kut teh, it's the shop beside legend hotel (i think!) selling this yummy and delicious bah kut teh

the prelude to yummy bah kut teh. it's a must have. green and red chillies and chopped garlic with soya sauce.

this is vegetable with oyster sauce and fried shallots. it is nice as well, just that i don't really like this vegetable. any other is fine but seems like people only eat bah kut teh with this kind of vegetable.

next we have this dried tofu in soup. it's light and tasty.

this is fried you tiow. i like it dip in black soya sauce with chilies. weird? i like. others prefer to dip it into the hot soup before eating it.

this is the main dish of the day. comes in pork meat, pork intestine, pork tummy, crispy foo chok skin, vegetables and superb enoki mushroom. the soup is very full bodied herbal taste and really nice when you drink it just like that.

all food cleared in just a short while. ah.. i just love the soup a lot!

people's monday is blue, mine today is black

yes, very very black. darn black. early in the morning at 9am sharp already got screwed by other people's god damned moron parents. it's mean for me to say this but it's no joke.

to the bloody parents: do not think that you have already paid this much and expect people to move your way and please you. think with your brain and not with your butts! people doesn't need to please you and for goodness sake, you aren't the only one who is joining this workshop alone, other people pays for it as well. learn to accept no and think out of the box! find someone to god damn baby sit your freaking child. it's no wonder why you can't find anyone to help because you are making other people giving you a huge berth! do not blame others but you yourself.

ok. it is so uncool to bitch but i just can't resist ranting it out on my own personal space. now that i have finish bitching it, i need to restore my good karma and positive energy.

nothing beats having oj around to cheer me up on a black day. oj no doubt is the one and only whom can cheer me up anytime, anywhere. cheers~

Sunday, April 5, 2009

impulsive

i am oh-so-god-damned impulsive! i spent rm138.41 in just 90seconds! and the feeling apart from the adrenaline rush, now i felt the pinch.

i bought tickets to go back home for a week including a short weekend at SGP and i'm coming back to KL from SGP. all transport is via air except JB-SGP, air doesn't make sense when i have mom to chauffeur me.

it is just so me, finally i found my old self hiding somewhere and i brought her back to reality! from now on, she's going to stay with me for good. she's kind and caring and lovable and she is impulsive and love doing thing she wants and most importantly she loves herself a lot! she's is the me that i have lost for quite sometime. finally. i can have whatever i want!

C, the trip to HK let me know as soon as possible cos i need to save money for it.
T, the trip to PKT will need to see whether i am going to HK or not, need to replenish a bit.
W, the beach bumming trip when can confirm with me?

suddenly i am up for travelling. i was thinking of BKK, anyone up for a weekend to BKK for cheap shopping and good food? you know where to find me..

Saturday, April 4, 2009

heart ache go away

no. it's not about me. this post is for 2 of my friends who is going through a bad period of time now.

for Y, sorry to hear the news from you and i really appreciate the email you sent to me. it must have created a lot of heart ache for you to go through the memory of the darkest time again for you to write it out. thank you again and i deeply wishes you to have a better life from now on. whatever that happens, happen for a reason. be happy and be strong for things will work itself out.

for E, i don't know what happened and like D says, love yourself and love will come and find you! it's time for you to love yourself and appreciate others. be grateful and thankful for the love you receive. i do hope someone you truly love will come along for you!

sincerely hope you guys can be back to your happy and cheerful self soon! well all things come in three, i wonder who's next. ok! it's mean of me to say this. so heartache.. go AWAY!

Friday, April 3, 2009

我的回忆不是我的

finally found this song that i love a lot. it is a beautiful piece of song that reminds me of you.

for those who can't watch it, here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akP30dfeyjY

changes

some bright changes to my blog. it signifies changes i made for myself.

enjoy!