monstered

yes i am totally being monstered by claudine jade heng renaud!!!!!

my chakra left -50 now..

exhausted~

attracted to..

i am deeply attracted to pierce brosnan. crazy? i thought so too..

it's not hard to think actually, i have always been attracted to mature and sensible good looking guys that is tall lean and muscular with just the right kinda smile that can melt even gold..

happy cny peeps. i will be at home with my personal bunny boy and chimp monster. i am one of a kind too.

xoxo

camwhoring maniac.

friday nite @ 1u for some mean pools.

the cute guy who know his cue well. sorry i stared a lot. honestly he is cute.

saturday is a stay home day with my pj's. so sunday am looking good. not tired at all.

on my way to cheras for S's client.

first stop to pavillion.

then its sg. wang and times square.

next headed down to tropicana city mall.

just when i am dead tired.

all in all, its is an interesting weekend and my last in kl before cny. managed to get a pair black pants and a cheap white halter top. going to do more shopping by this week before friday. can't wait to go home.

for the 3 vips in seychelles, have a safe flight home tonite. i'll see you this friday nite.

happie

happy that it is weekend. i am just gonna be totally me for this weekend. do whatever i like and i shall only pleasure myself nonetheless!

have a great weekend peeps. xoxo..

somehow

it has been a while since i even thought about it and nightmares no longer haunted me. i thought it is over and i ain't gonna feel anything about it anymore than just a stupid mindless time of my life wasted on you. yet somehow, seeing everything again doesn't prepare me for the unfair onslaught towards me.

i hate it! i have chalked up the whole thing to so 2008. i welcomed 2009 with my heart open for wonders and i shall not let you spoil my momentum ever. it is your lost and i am gonna celebrate because i live so much more better than you!

farewell a**hole!

idea-less

why.. nowadays i have a lot that i wanted to blog but then it seems that i have nothing much that is interesting.

i think i should left this blog to mull for a while just so i can get a grip and write something good. hopefully.

anyway just some mindless doodling. i have yet done any cny shopping. no new clothes, no new shoes or no whatsoever. i might need to at least buy some necessities like clothes? shoes? or even new sexy underwear? *LOL

i need to pray really hard so that dajie can come back for cny with mei in tow. really really misses them like crazy! all the preparation has already been done and all they have to so is just show up and we'll be contented.

i bought new moon. the second book of the twilight saga. wanted to buy the 3rd book but then can't cos it's all sold out. even this second book also borders the curve has all sold out so went to popular ikano to buy it just last night. along with another lil black book and 2 more school books for nate.

that's all i can think of to write for now. whatever more, it has left my mind. for all it's worth this is just a piece of me. and my ranting mind.

confession

lately i felt i have totally letdown on those whom love and cared about me and those who paid me. yes, my boss.

confession 1:
been letting down, you know who you are! a lot lately. don't know why but yeah kinda get frustrated of going nowhere and somewhere. making no-sense? i supposed so since i am making no-sense to myself.

confession 2:
sorry boss, been slacking off duties even before christmas break and now still. i will make doubly sure i finish up whatever i had to before cny break.

confession 3:
i have been in a roller coaster mood since the beginning of the year. no one to be blame but myself and i hate it a lot. when can i get over these emo state? for goodness sake!! i am already 18 this year.. *LOL

sigh.. can even make fun when i am emo-ing. it proves i am just as normal as i can be. now all i hope for is my irritating cough to just go away before cny. don't ever ever EVER come back!! it is the greatest crappiest disease i have known and seconded by flu. they are just like peas and pods.

a thanks to all

this is the post to thank everyone for their thoughts.

this is the first gift i got, it's actually not even a gift. it's something off the table that sis just gave it to me..

it's a compact mirror. starry and beautiful.

this is my another gift.

and another. this is air-flown from uk.

this is inside the big box. what i want is what i get?

yes. what i want is what i get.

in it is another surprise. well good also, to replace mine that's been with me for years!

i like this the most.

this is the air-flown gift. a pretty classic watch and an unique necklace. love it!

can see how unique it is?

this is to thank those who have gotten me christmas presents. thanks once again and really love all the gifts a lot and it is yet another wonderful christmas of my life :)

insulted

i am deeply greatly enormously i.n.s.u.l.t.e.d!!!!!

someone outright say my "command of Endland is not Powderful"

what the FUCK! i am not saying that my english is perfect but still i am so damn insulted that someone says my english is not good! what the hell..

go FUCK yourself with your fluent arrogant english for all i care!!!

yen's birthday

happy happy birthday babe keryen..

so sorry am not going to attend your bash tonight but i promise to make it up to you. how about dinner tomoro nite?

anyway hope you have loads of fun and may all your wishes come true ya.

loves muchy :)

new 2009 year

it is a new year after all, to celebrate we have survived 2008. yeah a lot of things has happened and no doubt i ain't wishing for a year the same again but then who doesn't want to live a better day than yesterday, in this case a better year than yesteryear.

for immi who has suffered badly since the beginning of this year, i wish her all the best and all the lucks she needs to go through this tough moment. babe, i surely am missing you already without hearing those clanking of bells on your anklet this morning. it is a wonderful short moment to have known you and thanks for sharing all the lil secrets with me. let's get together soon! you are strong enough to handle all this and as a strong believer of karma, what goes around will comes around. love will always find its way and a good boss is just coming around to hire you!

for my beloved family, i love you guys a lot! yeah the ugly fat duck included just so i will sign my petition on not slaughtering you for the reunion dinner. i am sorry for my absence throughout the year and i will be a better daughter, a better sis and a better sis-in-laws and of cos a better pet owner to my dogs, my tortoises, my fishes and the ugly fat duck! *evil grin* i am sorry also to have always throw temper unnecessarily and didn't contribute anything for such a long time. i will amend all this and shall be a better me in no time from now on.

for my friends whom are scattered everywhere, sorry for not being a pal when you needed me and also for throwing temper sometime and not catching up with you guys more and ultimately gossiped about you guys often but then i meant no harm at all! everything will be different for the time to come. i will do my utmost best to be everyone's pal!

for teh peng, after everything we have been through i know it is tough for both of us. you are just like the brother i never had and it is sorely bad of me for always taking advantages of you and not able to be what you want of me. but then we will survive after so much. i will still be that unbearable and mischievous girl you wish not know in the first place. i love you silly ol' bear no matter what i say.

for myself, get rid of all the credit cards and spend what i have only!! remember! and also learn to be a better person and not to throw temper anyhow. anyway, i am who i am right? those who love me shall love me as i am.

shall blog about my holidays soon. after i finish my work. i wonder will i be able to really finish it..