will it be?

wondering whether am i dreaming or is it real? babe are you really in town? well.. well.. just can't wait for this surprise and short visit from you.. i am gonna finish up my work and get the hell outta office as soon as i can just to go and meet up with you. *sighz... its been a while... i just can't wait...

babe please tell me you are here for real.. even if it's for a while..

Bad Attitude!!!

i just freaking can't believe it! this is the 2nd time i receive RUDE calls from CITIBANK's sales reps!!! i mean isn't it that international bank should have better quality of customer service and the way they make their calls should be more polite and courteous? omfg! what a great disappointment and i shall not gonna use their services anymore!!

they not only have bad attitude and also their command of english is such a disgrace! i bet they read their lines. what i mean is why are they calling people for their services and yet its their freaking calls conversation that pissed people off? they are so damn impolite and they make demand of us to MUST take or signed up for the offers they are providing!! and to say it simple, i ask for some time to think about the offers, guess what they replied me, "what do you still want to think about? this is for your good what, isn't it?" i was like, huh? can't i even think before i make any decision? then they freaking salesperson goes on like "the promotion is only for this month, cannot wait anymore or else the offer ends already! what you want to think?" dammit! when i say i wanna think that means bug off! its my polite way of saying i don't freaking like your attitude of talking! please if someone ever knows who is the person who is taking care of the quality of their tele sales reps, tell him this! 1 time might be an one off thing, twice happened again?? i don't think so!

i have been in sales line for few years before and i fully know all the sales pressure and problem faced by them, especially its end of the month and superiors are breathing down your neck for your sales figure etc.. that is why i always believe that good quality of customer service always brings in sales! fools are those who push people and those will never be able to survive in sales line for long! if ever want to talk cock to me again please go away! no matter how good your offers are, i'll take a pass!!

sigh.. what a disgrace!

for love and more

an one and half hour drive with few wrong turns finally took me to this place..

the place that i am finding is finally insight..

and i am just a short way from..

the marriot resort putrajaya..

am meeting claude my brother-in-law for a dinner, so gotta go putrajaya to pick him up cos he is having a workshop there and according to him some sessions will be held in serdang hospital.

after some discussion about what food to eat, we decided to go to asia cafe, yes i know its boring but it is near putrajaya and it comes with loads of different variety of food. so when we reach there, we ordered loads of food! just imagine 3 person ordering 5 person's food! gosh.. we had eggplant stir-fry with chicken, beef ramen, vietnamese spring rolls, vietnamese lemongrass chicken rice and we have grill fish. i just love the eggplant and lemongrass chicken, its the best but as for the grill fish, i think i still prefer the one in petaling street's. we are so full at the end of dinner and we have another drink session to go! *lolz..

next, we head down to sunway for mojitos session. first we went to coco banana but too bad when we ordered mojitos, they don't have the sufficient ingredients for it but i like the outdoor design of the bar. so off we go to bar flam, for love and more.. there the guys had mojitos and i ordered long island tea. according to claude the mojitos there aren't very nice because it is not as flavourful and they blend the ingredients rather than mashes them with a mortar. well, he knows his drinks and i love those mojitos that he made for us last christmas when i was in singapore. but for my long island, it is still alright. i seldom drink long island therefore i ain't know the difference.

this is also the first time claude ventured to this part of the town. *eh.. hem.. thanks to me of cos! he was impressed with the massive design of the whole sunway pyramid. since it was quite late then we didn't took any picture of the scenery. because he is going to have an early session tomoro at serdang hospital then we sent him back to his hotel after the drinks. going to miss him a lot!

claude and keren and claudine is flying off to seychelles tonite. can't wait for christmas to go home and meet up with them. wish year end can go home and celebrate nathanael's and claudine's birthday but as per my ever full and packed schedule, it is not going to happen anyway.. * sob sob.. T________T

some shots to enjoy~

finally its time to drive all the way back home and luckily for me, someone can help me do the driving and me can just have some relax moment. *sighz.. what a lovely night. when i just need to see a familiar face for comfort and there my dear brother-in-law is in town. gonna miss family more after this..

me is just tired after all the driving and eating and drinking.. time to go home and get some beauty sleep..

missing u a lot

i have been missing u a lot..
i always hope i can get to see u in msn..
i miss the time we laugh ourselves silly over dell's technology in their lappie..
it was a fun night with u accompanying me when i am alone outside..
i miss u.. love~

*lolz.. been laughing myself silly for the past hour talking to u. might be because it has been sometime since we last talked to each other and even though the damn network lags like hell, we still managed to get it through. u make me wanna get a proper internet connection just so we can bitch about our everyday life. can't help but think when can we talk again? well told u i would blog about us.. copyright name ain't gonna stop me from blogging! *haha.. u just make my day, love.. muacks!

can't believe u have already gone there for so long *sighz.. but still we have to get on with whatever it is in life now. and i tell u, mine is sucking real big time! in need of a listening ear and a comfort shopping trip with u!!! so shall i pre-book it for next year when u come back? then we can go "mos" together? expensive but hopefully it is worth it and harap-harap it is still open by then! *haha.. cos they had a reputation of closing soon after opening but i guess malaysian crowd usually can get this industry going easier than other country especially they open it in sunway. for goodness sake, mos pj.. i still prefer to club in kl any other day!

sometimes i wonder, how the hell we can be so close to each other when we both have our own bffs and we don't talk often we sure don't see each other more than 3 times a year max! maybe even lesser, i guess. but still we can managed to have our own unique way of communicating and loving. well gotta make sure we pm each other a lot in friendster ya! that's the place i can tell u private stuff cos friendster don't keep sent message record! *haha.. off the record, i still have a lot to tell, just that certain things words cannot describe so we talk in msn next time ya!

time to go.. go home.. go shower.. go to bed.. its going to be a long day tomoro.. and i even have a dinner appointment with claude.. something i am looking forward to..

some thoughts to be thought about

choices have consequences, decisions have right and wrong, results have good and bad.

• choices have consequences. whatever choices we make we have to face the consequences, whether it is good or bad, correct or wrong. most of the times choices confused and complicates us. no matter what is the choices that we make, we just can't help but to think what is the consequences. *sighz.. this is the part where my brain cells will died out on me! i hate to think of the consequences before i do something, perhaps that is why i also land meself comfortably in a big pot of boiling hot soup. i wonder do i get to choose what kinda soup i can be in?? pardon me for being silly asking meself this kinda question, ain't in any right sense nowadays..

• decisions have right and wrong, all the decisions that we make comes with a tag that says right or wrong and the gawd forsaken tag will only reveal itself after you have make the decision. so how do we know whether it is right or wrong? perhaps for you it might be a good and correct decision but for me it might be a different story all together! currently am making a lot of decisions and to be honest, i don't even know what kind of decisions i have made. all i know is i don't want to think but to feel which is very idiotic considering in the end i have to bear all the results. how i wish i can just toss a coin and let fate decide which way i should go..

• results have good or bad, why does every results differs from one and another? why does we make our life miserable by living in results that has gone bad? results that is good makes us feel relieved and happy, then we can get on with life but what about results that has gone totally bad? we live with it for the rest of our life and blaming ourselves all the while and never let ourselves forget about it. beats me on why we want to be cruel and mean to our own life..

when it is time to let go, then let go. there's no point holding on to nothing.

i wonder if i tell meself more will i be able to really let go? i know i am holding on to nothing but i just can't resist to not hold on. yet i know it is past time to let go. *sighz.. now i wish i can let go of every single thing that makes me go on an uncontrollable emotional roller coaster ride. i need to de-clutter my mess that i have created in my life..

vacation

vacation...

can't wait for my upcoming august/september week long holiday, i need a break! it has been few months since i last go back home (can't remember when is the last time i went back, should be the week after my birthday, if i am not mistaken!) and i have been missing mom and sis and nathanael and claudine and my dogs and my tortoises and all my brother-in-laws and dad.. well just sums it up, me miss me family~

another good reason for my vacation is i can go back and meet up with my besties, anne and babe janice. anne has not been a happy camper lately and me just wanna go back and cheer her up and bring some carol made sunshine to her along with loads of sweet hugs. as for babe janice, she's going to leave me and go to aussie next year T__T *sobz.. therefore will wanna make full use of the time i can spend with her and take loads of pics and laugh ourselves silly in times to come.

not to forget also the vacation purpose is to celebrate jack dear's birthday. *lolz.. am having a good laugh out of it since he has been prematurely being called uncle by his anne dear! too bad dear, there's nothing i can do about it and even if there is, i ain't gonna do also.. *hahaha.. *grinz!! talk about birthday, anne babe, i haven't decide yet what to give. gimme some time to think about it ya cos lately been busy thinking about my own annual give-meself-a-watch day and thus surfing a lot of watch websites and also am thinking of getting in love with another phone so been browsing phone's websites as well. anyway, me still have a month to go before the "day" so it ain't a big problem!

vacation.. vacation.. vacation.. another 35 more days to go!!

welcome to my world

harloe to everyone..

this is gonna be my new blogspot and may all have a wonderful time reading and commenting! cheers to all and have fun..